21st February....

 

ma lovely dad..

if dad does not exist in this world, we also will never see this world. i`m pretty sure, all humans in this world have their lovely dad EXCEPT for nabi isa alaihissalam. Nabi Isa was born without father. we categorize it as a special case. causes HE is a prophet and ALLAH already destiny nabi isa to born without father. this is show ALLAH only the MOST POWERFUL, can do what we can`t do.

21/02 is the most painful date for me. 21/02/2007 was the starting of my miserable story. i lost my handsome, charming, lovely, generous dad. i never thought that i was the one who had be chosen to lost my lovely dad. Even its soo hard for me to accept it, i have to, because all our fates is already written in LUH MAHFUZ. and maybe there`s something good hidden in it. 

abah, i really miss you.

i miss your hug,

i miss your kiss,

i miss your advise,

i miss your babbling,

i miss your commendation,

i miss your anger,

i miss every inch of you.

abah, i`m really jealous..

when all my friends always talking about his fathers

i wanna to talk about you too..

i`m jealous..

when i saw my all friends` father send them at airport

i wanna you send me too..

i`m jealous..

when i saw they can hug their father

i wanna to hug you too..

i`m jealous..

when i saw they laughing together and share their happiness

i wanna to do like them with you too.

i`m jealous..

when i saw they sharing their tears with their father

i wanna to share with you too..

i`m jealous..

when they have been scold by their father

i wanna to be scolded by you too..

i`m jealous..

when their father pray for them

i also wanna you pray for me too..

i`m jealous

when their father wish them luck during examination

i wanna you wish me too..

i`m jealous

when their father calling or texting them

i wanna you calling or texting me too..

but i realize,

you can`t do it..

i know..

u also wanna to do that..

i understand..

but its okay abah..

even you far from me..

but actually you always NEAR WITH ME...

you always in my HEART and in my every prays.

I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ABAH!!

al-fatihah to ALLAHYARHAM HAJI ITHNAIN BIN BIKAN..